I  OVERTHINK

life is not perfect but its okay

People change, things go wrong

but just remember that life goes on.

S E O U L S A R A N G :D

expectations vs reality

is anyone can bring me to seoul? 

im really really badly want to go there. take me take me! 

aigooooo :( why are you so far? its an obsession! im in love w you

dh byk kali dh ckp kt ayah nak pergi sane. tp tak layan.

diorang ckp seoul tak best, takde bende yang menarik. 

mmg laa takde bende yang menarik kalau kite takk tahu pasal bende bende kt sane kan? 

ahh. cuti ni pun mak ayah aku takde kt rumah pergi uk. 10 hari plak tu. 

ak nak buat ape ntah kat umah ni. hmm. 

kalau lah ak dpt pergi seoul thun ni. aku laa org paling bhgie kt dunia ni.

nak2 kalau time spring. ahh mmg cantik. 

*dreaming about i can sit under the cherry blossom tree. haha

misalnye aku ade dkt seoul skrg ni, 

aku nak pergi namsan tower. the best part, i can see it from almost anywhere in seoul. 

 kt namsan locks tu. haa. changdeokgung palace *btol dok tau ejaan. 

insandong. omo omoo cheonggye river by night. ah jinjja yeputa.

pastu shopping kt market2 die namdaemun, dongdaemun. itaewon. 

haaaa lotte world. yongsan! (pengaruh drama) kimchi museum. i will love to eat them. 

haha daebak. seoul jjang! it really drive me nuts. keep thnking of it. 

umma appa, i will not ask anything else after this if you take me to korea. *_*

i'll find the chance and grab it until i can go there. 

someday, i will set my foot in seoul. 

and i wish i will take home my bias. yong junhyung. haha.

DREAMS.

 another year, lots of new sweet dreams.

 

DEAR BLOGGY-BOO :'>

DREAMS. its the only place where i can have you.
uggs :(
i always dream of someone i love.
but can dreams come true? are everthing in my dreams exists?
i guess its not. hmph :(
i might be a lucky person to hve a beautiful dream
BUT maybe the unlucky person bcause my dreams cnt be true. =='
Sometimes i wish i could live in my dreams. haha karut jea :P

some ppl said to me -
DREAM ON UNTIL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE.
im remembered it until now :)
TP ADA FAKTA MNGATAKAN;
WHEN SOMEONE APPEARS IN YOUR DREAM ITS BECAUSE THE PERSON MISSES YOU !
haaaa ! naik balik smngt nih. haha --'

junhyung-ah you are my bias in my dreams. 

can you be my bias in my real life?

xD HAHA *ade ke aku mimpi artis korea. 

OMO, AEGYO :D

just joking. junhyung hnye smpingan dlm mimpi aku.
sbb mmg dah sah2 ak takkan dpt dia. xD
so stop daydreaming! thats why i changed my blog title
from i start to daydream again to rustic lullabies :)
AND YES, A DREAMS IS A WISH MY HEART MAKES.

I WILL NOT GIVE UP DREAMING OF YOU
AND IF I CANT SEE YOU TODAY,
I GUESS I'LL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS.

AIGO! tak tahan wooa

 4 dinamik is just for student who really 

care about stdy and really want to stdy.

ak ckp mcm tu bkn sbb ak x lyn mane pasal stdy ni.  
i do care about it.
tp class ni mmg seksa. sbb semua stdnt class tu bijak bijak.
cume dua tiga org je yg kurang. mcm aku nii.
time cikgu tgh mngajar ak strt laa sengeh sengeh sorg sbb aku tak pham & lambat pikat sikit.
kdg kdg ade gk malu duk class ni sbb beza ketara sgt aku dgn diorang. 
tp rse lega jgk aku sbb ade geng yg spesis ak jugak. haha. 

naseb baik bdak bdak class ni sumer baik je ngan aku. EHEM :P
bile semua org siap hw. ak pulak tak. sgt pressure!
ade rase mcm awkward gile duk class tuh. 

campur pulak dgn subject yg gile killing. class pon suke skip.
ak tak berhak laa duk class ni. haha
exam pom dah dekat. start rabu ni. tp study? jgn harap. aigo :(
bile tgk org ambik result kemarin, nak sgt dpt straight tp takde kesedaran langsung.

haaa. ak takmo jd mcm nii. ak berazam dari skrg ak nak berubah. 

walalupun dah berape kali dh ak berazam mcm ni tp x jd jd jugak. adoii

mane mane cg yg ak ade skip class diorang tu ataupun buat salah,

sorry for all my wrongdoings :")

I LOVE THEM ♥

WE WILL STILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER PIA :'')

 

GOOD LUCK FOR YOU BABE.

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

damn you homeworkk! hha

dear bloggy bloggy,

sekolahku, syurgakuuuuu <3 haha. HW IS KILLING ME NUTS!
SSSIGHH*  =="

cuti 4 hari ni mmg best gile dgn homework yg berlambakkk.
yg tak akn di sentuh buat mase skrgg. haha
last minute bru buat. haha cari nahas. mmg pelajar cemerlang lah kan.
yg bengangnye cuti 4 hari je, cg dh beri kerja cuti 'terancam'.
mule2 mmg laa rjin nak buat.
tp last2 bile dh buke buku tu mmg tak tercapai laa hajat nak buat.
sbb terlalu rajin kan. biaselah tu. :DD
dh lumrah hidup. nak buat mcm mane kan. kt sklh nanti adelah yg tiru2 kwn.

pesanan penaja kpd pengetua && guruu2 ; 

dh2 laa tu bgy hw byk mcm ni. bknnye buat sgt.
HOMEWORK CAUSES BRAIN DAMAGE ! 
AMAT MERBAHAYA KEPADA PELAJAR2!
TOLONG ATASINYA SEGERA :D SEKIAN. WEE~

nikon workshop :)

hari yang ceria :D

I feel so weak now

I guess nobody actually cares about how i feel. T_T

letih dh main mcm ni. hehhhmm. 

sometimes kwn pon mcm annoying (bkn semua). tp kdg2 tu memang terasa hati laa. 

true frnd pls?

i fully feel like im all alone. dont know why.

*sigh. now, feel like going to the other planet, seeking some peace, 

be frnd w th aliens bla bla bla. ha-ha-ha ;)

i don't know where to go to. they're not hearing what im saying.

uggss ! saya tidak penting :/ *but no worries. this is my world. tmpuhinya dgn baik. 

lagu. drama. show. program. all about korea je skrg ni. 

thts th only way i can gain bck my strength. haha sounds silly tp knytaan ye mcm tu.

theres nothing i can do but life must go on rite? haha sokay. 

im fine. im good. im great. im happy now.

i hve my family, frnds behind me.

mls nk fkir sgt mnde ni. tolak jauh jauh masuk longkang. hehe :D

STAY COOL (Y)

HAHASHUMMMM !

ggakkung ! PAGI SEMUA :]

JUMAAT, januari 21 2011

hari nii sgt membunuh aku. strt dari pagy. wakey wakey!

smnyng subuh. nak boleh ke bngun tu taulaa kan mmg ssh tp yg ni tmbah pulak dgn sengal2 bdan. 

beratt je rase. kaki mcm tak boleh gerakk dh. haaaah. ssh ssh ! 

nii sumer slh cross country kemarin! smngt sgt nak berlari bkn dpt num ponnn. 

satu point yg amat mnyedihkan. grrrrr. 

bile fkir balik ade gune gak pergy sbb nak shed some pounds. 

 nak krus laa konon. mmg laa! skrg semua org tgur aku smkin gmuk nii! 

heshh. tak myenangkan langsung.

kalau nak diet tu mmg jauh skli laa. mknn mknn byk sgt dpn mate. sia sia je diet pon

okay dah.

skrg ni ade kt kl. buat ape ntah sinii, dah laa hw dok sntuh langsung lagy. ottoke? 

dah laa byk gile. balik pulak mlm ni. mane smpat nak buat. haaaa. mati mati.

jap lagy nak pergy serbu time square. nak terjah satu kdai ni. haha 

tgkk aa org beli semua brg dlm tu. haha

why why why :'(

where can i find a TRUE FRIEND?

UGGGGSS :'/

DAP AH DAP AH

 

 

 

 

DOWNCAST :'(

 

 MEKYA IS TRYING TO FORGET ABOUT THIS. 

ZZZZZZZZZZ =_=

  

 

ALAAAAAAAAAAH ALAH ALAHHHH ;''(

BAPAK SEDIH. SEBAB XLEH GY KPOP PARTY 13HB NIII.

WAAAAAAAAAAAA. BEAST, JUNHYUNG (HEADER DI ATAS) AKU ADE. 

KALU DIE XDE BUKAN AKU NK GILE MCM NII.

PAGY PAGY NK PERGY SKLH MSTI ADE DLM RADIO PSL KPOP PARTY NII.

TV POM MENGADE NGADE DUK TUNJUK. GRRRR. SAJE BUAT ORG JELES.

ANYW, SARANGHAEYO JUNHYUNG OPPA :'') ♥

YONG JUNHYUNG IS MY LIMELIGHT

OH ! MY SCHOOL

I'M READY BABAYY !

esok bgun pagy, gogok gigi, mandi mandi, paka baju skolah baru punye, 
and go to school w my pakcik mansor only! 
biase ade my kkk tpi die dah tue. so tkyah sklh lagy. duk umah. 


cannot wait to meet my devoted frnds. cikgu cikgu. guru besauu. dll.
smpai sklh esok frst skli kene brkumpul kot kalau ade assembly. 
than pergy cek class mane. mntk2 dlm class tu ade geng. :PP

hohoho.

2010 is a history :)

dear bloggy,

it is new year now ! selamat datang 2011 ! :)

hoping tht this year wll bcome moreee && more special and happier than years past.

i want this year gives a thousand meanings to me.

last year. gve a lesson each thngs hppened for us to continue our life.

I gained a lot of memories evry day. 

from gtting out of bed until go to sleep bckk.

even if too many problem came, 

but evry sngle moment gves me a new spirit to live on.

-03/01/11 

bangun pagi sebagai pelajar yang berumur 16 tahun & kembali ke sekolah

PLEASE :'(

 GIVE ME A GOOD NEWS !

I WANNA BE ON TH STAGE W MY OTHER FRNDS :( 

8A'S PLEASE ! 

DUPDAP/LUP DUP/KELETANG KELETUNG (BUNYI JANTUNG)

23 dec? OMO OMO JINJJA? result is around th corner?

gosh gosh. this is drving me nuts! tamauuu pergy ambikkk. aci x?

dh laa x sedia lagy nii. rase mcm x cnfdnt jeh dpt strght a. hmm :s

kalau dpt rndh? mcm mane hurm?

nanti mesti kene marahhh ==' grrrrrr

mummy kalau rndh jgn marah sy! haha sy dh cube sdaya upaya :)

haaa. aku tak nak kecewakan mereka.

i wanna make you guys proud of me bebeh haha :P

taubat esok aku nak puasa. haha doa org yang berpuasa dimakbulkan.

hee. insyaallah. mntk2 dimkbulkan aa. aminnn :)

guys, do pray for me too.

SAYA NAK 8A!

SAYA NAK 8A!

SAYA NAK 8A!

haha oyeah (Y)